Sunday, April 4, 2010

addicted!

Please do not give me chocolate. do not give me anything with icing on it either. i had a good plan and realistic goals about this easter weekend. and i tried to centre my heart on the events and the crucifiction/resurection,
but the sweetie's won.
i am an addict!
the stuff is like crack for me. i think i can have just one. but when there is so much of it around i loose all self control. i have gone off the deep end and i need to come back.(and this will not be an easy swim.)
i probably kissed a few weeks worth of hard work in the weight loss department good bye. not to mention, i did not practice the fruit of gentlesness and self control all that whole heartidly either and that is a sure sign of my problem.
unable to see where the choclate road will lead me and not really caring what i will sabotage in it's wake.
so this is my cry for help. as a general rule,
do not give me sweeties!!!
more on easter in the days to come.
HE IS RISEN! HE IS RISEN INDEED!

6 comments:

jz2 + faz + soleil = heart said...

are you still wanting to lose more weight, lyns...why?

Mrs. Spit said...

I don't even like chocolate all that much, and I ate too much. Sigh. I did at least get a run in yesterday, so there's that, I suppose.

Good Timing said...

Don't be too hard on yourself Lyns. A few chocolates is not going to make or break you. Are we still on for some point tomorrow? Or Wed? Let me know!

Anonymous said...

I will stop bringing you candy.. but its hard cause your my eating buddy....just one more month then adrian will be home, no more eating my feelings hahaha and then he can do booot camp with you daily til the thought of chocolate makes you want to throw up :) sounds exciting doesnt it?!
Love you! and thanks for the easter morning even if your 5 year old woke me up pre-crack of dawn.

Stephy said...

I can feel your pain...me 2 pounds lost then a holiday and whamo....back on just like that!!!!!

wee davies said...

calrifying... not loosing more, getting back to goal, so pants fit and i am not binging. not loosing more! and it was far more than a few chocolates!
:P