Thursday, March 11, 2010

honesty

if you want to know the truth,
i am sad inside.
i do not know why,
i do not know when it came,
i do not know when it will go,
but there it is.
i feel
defeated
and broken down.
and the things
i would love to do
are of no interest to me.
i can not seem to will this away
or to push it down.
i will take it as a season
and
cry
it
out
until
the grey clouds have lifted
and the sun shines in again.
so there you have it.

3 comments:

Mrs. Spit said...

I'm sorry. Praying for the sunshine to find you.

Good Timing said...

I know what you mean. Like when we both said we were feeling "blah" on the phone last week. Let's hope it is just a season and that this too, shall pass. I dreamed about you last night, it felt like we hung out! Thinking of you and sending lots of love. xoxo

Anonymous said...

I am sorry you feel so down.

It's OK to feel down though.